Melia's Life

24_06_2010

2010-06-23T20:16:00.000-07:00

还有一张paper等着我去考。。我没有心要温习功课。。很懒惰啊。。烦死了。但还是要读。。我的最后一张paper.希望能够顺利的毕业。。

还剩4天我就要离开古晋了，结束我读书的生涯了。离开我的学校，我这里的朋友还有许许多多在这里的东西。。好舍不得哦。。
不知不觉来古晋已经4年多了，下星期一就要离开了。无法想象！！在这里真的有很多的回忆-酸甜苦辣都有。真的很宝贝在这里的生活，虽然父母都不在这里但我身边却是有很多照顾我的人。。真的很谢谢他们。。上个星期，就跟弟兄姐妹们一起去17哩吃放。。真的是个很好的回忆。。大家一起拍照，一起又说有笑。。这就是我们甜美的召会生活。。这是外面人所得不到的。。

30.06.2010就要飞去kl参加2年训练。。。2年应该很快过吧。。这是我的选择，我不会后悔。。但需要主给我够用的恩典。

加油咯，我的朋友们。。过了这个礼拜，大家就要分道扬镳咯。。无论什么方面-婚姻，工作都祝福你们。。哈哈。。不知还会不会联络。但是很高兴在我的大学生涯里有你们的陪伴。。谢谢你们哦。。要记得我哦。。我们毕业典礼上再见吧。。希望可以一起毕业。。。好害怕哦。。。加油咯。。

Wish you guys all the best.....~~God bless you all... ~~

一切尽在不言中

2010-05-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

This few days i'm really emo... i dunno why.... juz feel that i'm so lonely and no one will talk to me.. One housemate, i dunno what had happened to her, din talk to me for almost one week. can dun talk with me without a very very good reason. i do try to talk to her, i asked one question she answered one question. you want me how to continue to talk to her? Shit. I dun hv the right to make her happy everytime. And if i tell my frens about this matter, they sure will say why i dun wan to take the initiative to talk to her. I do... but how she treat back me? I just need someone beside me that can talk with me and listen to me... so easy.. but this fren will not appear in my life.. i can do nth.... Feel like wan to cry le.... no one will know my feeling.... =(

Home AloNe @22.5.2010

2010-05-21T22:06:00.000-07:00

OMG... so boring today... wake up at 830 then started to online from 9am till now 1pm plus... I cant imagine i can stay at home alone for the whole day without ppl around me for me to talk with. I will crazy if this kind of thing happen to me everyday. Boring dao............. i dunno how to say. This few days, i am not very happy. Maybe because of the assignments and also some ppl around me. Can ask that person dun do dao so obvious? talk to everybody but jiu shi dun wan talk to me... is she ok? i din do anything bad for her but everyday sure show me her black face. walao... SPEECHLESS.... SMS her, dun wan reply.. Talk to her, no response.... How am i going continue to talk to her? I asked one question she answer one.... OMG.... suan le ba... if tell other ppl about my problem, they sure will say, "why u dun want to talk to her first leh?" Hello... I'm also a human, i also need ppl to care me de.... i think at here, no one will care for me... =(
Need to stop here le.....

May Life

2010-05-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

不知不觉，五月又要完了。我做学生的生涯就只剩1个月了。讲舍不得吗？也有一点。。开心吗？是因为可以毕业了。我真的很担心不能毕业也。。。凡是都叫给主吧。。担心太多也是多余的。从开学到今天，是我待在学校最久的一天。也是最寂寞的一天。没人陪吃饭，没人陪坐在这里一起读书。好想念有少娟，清婉，络丝在校园的时间。我们一起坐在大桌子上一起读书，一起facebook，饿了就一起去吃饭。这些也只能成为我在这校园最快乐的回忆了。这些日子也不可能再有了。幸好今天还有个朋友陪我。虽然他吃了，但他还陪我去吃。他为了不要self service,宁愿不要去order水，喝自己的白开水。真是受不了他。还是要跟他说声谢谢。用了他30-40分钟的时间陪我吃饭。这是第一次跟他一起吃饭，也是我在这里的一个回忆。。毕业了，都不晓得还会不会见到他，虽然大家都来自sibu.. 但还是很高兴能认识他。。祝福你。。。。 =）
还有，也祝跟我同科系的朋友们。。。毕业咯。。。大家分道扬镳咯。。。希望大家都能顺利毕业咯。。很高兴能认识你们。。。^^ ALL THE BEST....

=.=

2010-04-11T18:18:00.000-07:00

已经一个礼拜没理我了。。

跟他说了很多次的对不起也没用。。。是小气呢？还是他的功课很忙？我也不知道也。。他从来都不会生我气的啊。之前，如果他没空跟我信息，他都会跟我说一声。可是，他已经一个礼拜没理我。。

真的很不习惯没有跟你写信息的日子。。已经习惯要写信息给你，问你吃饱了没因为你很常功课的原因没有固定的吃饭。。

别再生气了好吗？只能够再跟你写２个月的信息了。也只剩２个月能看到你了。。。拜托，别生气了嘛＾＾

一生中你会遇到的四个人，你遇到了谁？谁又遇到了你？

2010-04-09T00:08:00.001-07:00

人生就是一个为了寻找真爱的过程：

有人说，每个人生来就会遇到四个人:

第一个是自己，

第二个是你爱的人，

第三个是爱你的人，

第四个是共度一生的人。

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首先会遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；

因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才发现最爱的人；

当你经历过爱人与被爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会

找到最合适你，能够相处一辈子的人！

但很悲哀的是，在现实生活中，这三个人往往不是一个人；

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；

最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；

而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱的和最爱你的，只是在最合适的时间出现的那个人。

你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？

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没有人是故意要变心的，

他爱你的时候是真的爱你，

可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，

他爱你的是没有办法假装不爱你，

他不爱你的时候也没办法假装爱你。

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当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；如果你还爱他，你应该希望他跟真正爱的人在一起。你要是祝福他得到真正的幸福，就表示你不爱他了，而如果你不爱他了，你又有什么资格指责他变心了呢？

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爱情不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮摘下来放在盆里，但月亮的光忙仍可照进你的房间。换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，让爱人称为生命里的永恒的回忆。

如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子——爱他的好，也爱他的坏。绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，万一变不成就不爱他了。真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，只知道无论何时何地，心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪着你；

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真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，他就是没有丝毫要求。毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，最喜欢叫对方发誓许下承诺。我们为什么要对方发誓，就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：海枯石烂，地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱！明知道海不会枯，石不会烂，地不会老，天不会荒；就算会，也活不到那时候。

许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，最好是承诺做不到的事，反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，请记住： “不可能实现的诺言最动人”。

在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。

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你呢？找到了第几个？

茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

april life

2010-04-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

April is a busy month for me... Every thing due in this month. Even though got a lot of things to do but i'm still so lazy to do them.. haiz... so lazy and tired...^^

Yesterday, training center called me. Bro called me juz wan to tell me that training center had accepted me to join the training. That moment,i nt very happy or wat. I juz felt very nervous and scare after received the call. hehe... dunno what i nervous and scare for...^^
Got one thing happened yesterday too. HE angry me because of downloading the movie. We always argue when come to download things. HE angry me and dun msg me... :( i msg him, he also dun wan to reply me... Said sorry liao also no use.... haiz... Hope he nt angry liao lo... I know HE is busy wif his FYP, homework... Sorry sorry....^^ Dun angry liao, pls...

Today, he dun even reply me one msg... humph.............................................

23/4 will back to Sibu for my mid-term break holiday (1 week holiday). My last holiday for my study life. this time go back need to do a lot of preparation for FTTMY.. not only that, this time go back also because of PIKOM FAIR.. need to help my bro in this fair... ^^
even though is a tiring job but is enjoyable... hahaha...

Need to stop here le..

*****HOPE HE IS NOT ANGRY WIF ME ANYMORE*******

FTTMY after my study in year 2010??

2010-03-11T21:34:00.000-08:00

After this sem, i'll be graduate.. What am i going to do? How is my future??? FTTMY or just go back to Sibu help my bro? I really dunno. This morning one sis told me tat we go FTTMY is to see our heart not because of i have been declare that when i'm goin to FTTMY or just because of some person... I really dunno whether i got heart for FTTMY... i really dunno... If i no heart but still go, am i wasting my time? Oh Lord Jesus... Do talk to me... I really dunno how am i goin to do? 29/3 will be the deadline for FTTMY... i dunno how... GO OR DUN GO....?? i really dunno.....

new sem_final sem

2010-03-08T18:53:00.000-08:00

Finally finished my long holiday...

Back to kuching on 7/3/2010... When first day back to kch, the weather damn hot... Hot tilll cant tahan... After lunch then back home to do the cleaning.. Even though i'm the last one to go back but i'm still the one who the cleaning... How other ppl can live under such dirty house, i cant understand... Haiz...

Having 2 classes for my first day... The lecturer so LOSO and muz finished using 2 hours.. He wont let us leave earlier... Finished my class around 2pm then go to make payment but lastly my cheque cant be use because of the word i wrote.. Ask them help me to write, dun wan.. Then i wrote myself then said cannot coz scare bank dun wan to accept the cheque... so troublesome... Asked my dad to bank in the money to Swinburne account lastly.

Today came to uni juz know no lecture this morning coz lectuter got Uni Meeting so cancelled the class and tomolo i need to come uni again at 830.... AARGGGGGGG... Nt feeling very well today.. 腰很酸,sleepy.... hungry somemore... i juz hope i can go home and sleep after ivy finish her class at 1230... one and a half hour to go... why time pass so slow de.... nth to do here... so boring... ONline also got nth to do... i miss my family, my working time at IT.COM coz at least i got thing to do and can go find my fren to talk talk... Tonight got meeting again...

Gambateh for this FINAL SEM....

22.01.2010_Exam Result release

2010-01-21T19:12:00.000-08:00

Finally the day is come. Today exam result will publish... 45 mins to go... So So So nervous... HOpe i can pass all the subjects for my exam. May the Lord bless me and all of my frens.. Hope we all can pass the exam..

**Good luck to all of you**
Pass all the subjects....

year 2010

2010-01-04T03:37:00.000-08:00

Now is Year 2010 lo... so fast de... haih... I oledi spent my one month de holiday.. 2 more months to go... so fast mo...

My everyday de life is working, eating, watching movie, stay at home then nth i can do le... So so so so boring... If mall here no ppl, more boring.. Nth can do.. Can just facebooking and watching movie.. All my frens have their own life.. Some go back to their own uni to study le... Left me here nia.. Even though some are still at Sibu but also wont find each other de... ARGGGGGG....:(

Year 2010....Can i graduate this coming July??? I hope i can... I dun wan spend more time to study le... I wan graduate in July.. After graduate, what is my plan for the next??? Go for 2 years training or working...??? If i ask saints, they sure will say go for the training.. i suppose to go de but i am so scare... scare the life there... I dunno the truth, dunno how to prophesy... They sure say can learn inside... Be simple...??? i also hope i can go for the training.. May the Lord strengthen me...

***16 more days, my result will out lo... hope my IM, Multimedia Technology, Multimedia Project 1, and MIM will pass... I only hope i can pass for the IM and Multi Tech..... Then i can continue my last sem and nt need repeat the subjects..

***Pass all my worries to my dearest Lord....***

FInal Exam~First Paper

2009-11-30T17:27:00.000-08:00

Finally 1/12/09 is arrive.. And my first paper also arrive le... Have been waited for long time... So scare i cant do when i see the question paper later... May the Lord bless me and all of my frens... Hope we all can do the questions very well and get the good result for this sub... No one will fail.... Good luck to all of my frens and of course me myself...

*Trust in God...He will Be wif us during our exam....*

~~Stop here and continue study lo~~~

waiting for the final exam....!!!!!!!

2009-11-24T21:18:00.000-08:00

Hate waiting for my exam to come... Most of my frens oledi finish the exam... Only me still counting the exam date to come... Haih... Haven start one paper yet... I dun wan to wait here and study the same things everyday in the library and also at home... I wan finish my exam early and enjoy my holiday.. Too bad... Cant enjoy at all.. After play still need to study. If finish the exam then can play as much as i like...

1/12/09 faster come lo... I wan faster finish.... And go back to Sibu to enjoy 3 months holiday...

Tomolo, my brother and his family will come to Kch for their holiday. Finally i got some entertainment. Can go out with the and play wif my niece...

Got to stop here....!!! And back to my study lo....

All the best for myself and also those who still sit for the exam.....

final exam...final exam....

2009-11-22T21:20:00.001-08:00

Today is the first day of our final exam... This exam will takes 2 weeks time which is from 23 of Nov till 4 of Dec. My first paper start at.........1/12/09... still got one week to go...!!Hate the time for the exam this time. My paper start so late and my last paper is on the last day which is the 4th of Dec... SWT....!!!! Other people oledi wanna start their holiday but i juz start first paper... CHIU.....!!!! But nvm la, i got more time to study and do more preparation... I'm so worry for my 2 papers which is Multimedia Technology and Interactive Multimedia.. I just hope i can pass these 2 subjects then ok le.. hahaa...!!

After the exam, i'll fly back to my hometown the second day... WOhoo.... Longing for my long long holiday which is from 5/12 till next year 7/3/2010... hahhaa...

Lastly, may the Lord bless all of the saints and my frens who are sitting for final this coming 2 weeks. May we gain Lord more in our exam... ^^

GAMBATEH... ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF YOU AND ALSO MYSELF.... GOOD LUCK....><

~busy weeks~

2009-11-05T00:33:00.000-08:00

This week is the busy week to me for my this sem. Next 2 weeks are also my busy weeks... OOMMMGGG..

So tired..

Today, i just finish my MIM tutorial presentation and having one mock exam for IM. I dunno how to do for the mock exam. Those coding know me but i dunno them... Luckily this is just a mock exam-no mark. Lecturer just want us to know the format of the final exam. Hope i can do well in the final exam. AT LEAST A PASS.. That's enough for me....@@ This week still need to rush for MIM final report and also the IM assignment. Hope lecturer can postpone the date for IM assingment.

Next week need to submit one IM assignment, but i dunno how to do. I need to do as simple as i can as i'm so stupid about those coding.. Next Thursday is MIM final presentation.. Hope i can do well. And next next week is final year project presentation... Wow.. So many presentation...

*Now de Melia is so tiring... My back is so pain...

Miss my bed so so so much....*

Now wanna say about my final exam.

My first paper will only start at 1 of Dec and the last paper is 4 of Dec. I only got 2 subjects for my final but that's the hardest subjects for me...!!!!! Hope i can prepare well and do well on them... SCARE SCARE.. People all almost finish the exam but i just start it.. They all in the holiday mood but i still in exam mood... so unfair...

After my last paper, i can go back to Sibu lo.. Can see my dearest parents, 2 cuties and also my brothers them.. Miss them a lot.. Now wanna start to countdown le... Still got 30 days, i cna leave this place and go back to enjoy le... wahahahaha....@@

21.10.09

2009-10-20T22:46:00.000-07:00

昨天刚刚考完一个test。。我竟然不会做。我所读的都没考出来。。好伤心哦。。考也考过了。。算了吧！！！交给主吧！！有好多好多的assignment等着我去做。我好懒惰。懒惰懒惰懒惰！！！！！！！！！烦啊。。。真的是需要享受主做我的恩典！！让他更多分赐到我里面@@我在大学生涯里就仅剩几个月了。。很感谢主把我带过了三年。剩下的几个月就让主再来带我！！若没有主，我就会像一些人读不下去了。。。

要赶assignment了。。加油加油哦，melia........!!!

多几个礼拜就要考final了。。。虽然只考两科但是是最难的两科。。希望这个学期我会全部及格。。。我一定要在2010年六月毕业。。是一定要。。。。一定一定。。。！！

wish every of my frens luck in doing assignments and also the final exam.. may the Lord be wif u all and as your wisdom... :)

ASSIGNMENTS + TESTS

2009-09-07T17:51:00.000-07:00

This week onwards, i will be very tiring and busy... This week got 2 tests and one assignment due (proposal for Final Year Project-luckily is group work so i'm not tat nervous). Today is going to have my Multimedia Technology Test 1. I study for the whole day yesterday but i din study or memorize anything. Dunno is it because of library is too noisy or i dun hv heart to study at all.. But luckily when i back home, i can study and memorize some of the theories. Hope later when test i wont forget anything..... :) My Interative Multimedia this thursday also got one test but i haven start study de... So scare.. All coding one.... NERVOUS....^~^ And also the assignment, due next week but i haven start yet.. OH NO... HELP ME, LORD JESUS...

Lord Jesus, You know my condition... Sometimes i do away from You but i know You always there for me... Lord, forgive me...

Year 2010.. Lord Jesus, i had consecrate this 2 years time to You.. You muz help me in my study and everything...

人生的獨木舟

2009-08-16T18:57:00.000-07:00

放手是一件很輕易的事，然而我們的心卻時常處在害怕失去的想法裡，緊捉不放的不是我的手掌而是一顆不安的心，好好跟自己的心溝通對話，真正的安全感並非從一人事物中取得，回到裡頭去看看是什麼使得我們如此恐懼擔憂呢？

古時候、有一個農夫初次要到另一外一個村莊辦事、可是當時交通不便、他只能徒步行走。
走啊走、這農夫穿過一大片森林後發現、要到達另一村子、還必須經過「一條河流」、不然的話、就得「爬過一座高山」。
怎麼辦呢？是要渡過這條「湍急的河流」呢？還是要辛苦地「爬過高山」？正當這農夫陷入兩難時、突然看到附近有「一顆大樹」、於是就用隨身攜帶的「斧頭」、把大樹砍下、而將樹幹慢慢地砍鑿成一個簡易的「獨木舟」。
這個農夫很高興、也很佩服自己的聰明、因他很輕鬆地坐著
「自造的獨木舟」、就到達了對岸。
上岸後、農人又得繼續往前走；可是他覺得、這個獨木舟實在「很管用」、如果丟棄在岸旁、實在很可惜！
而且、萬一前面再遇到河流的話、他又必須再砍樹、辛苦地鑿成獨木舟、很累人。
所以、這農夫就決定、把「獨木舟揹在身上走」、以備不時之需。
走啊走、這農夫揹著獨木舟、揹得滿頭大汗、步伐也愈走愈慢、因這獨木舟實在是太重了、壓得他喘不過氣來！
這農夫邊走邊休息、有時真是好想「把獨木舟丟棄」、不要了！
可是、他卻捨不得、心想、既然已經揹了好一陣子、就繼續吧！
萬一真的遇到河流、就很管用了、就可以派上用場！
然而、這農夫一直汗流浹背走、走到天黑、發現一路上都很「平坦」；在抵達另一個村莊前、都沒有再遇到河流！
可是、他卻比「不揹獨木舟」、多花了三倍的時間、才到達目的地。

我們實在不知道自己人生的道路會是
平坦、崎嶇、還是會有湍急溪流？
或是有陡峭高山？
不管如何、我們卻都必須「選擇」……
要輕鬆、快樂地走呢、
還是要揹著沉重的「獨木舟」走？
人為了追求「名」、變賣家產去選舉、信誓旦旦一定會勝選、可是、最後卻落選、傾家蕩產、妻離子散；
　這豈不是為了求名、而揹著「兩三個獨木舟」嗎？
事實上「名利」放得下、拋得開、人生的路就可以走得「很自在、很快樂」！
清朝曹雪芹寫了一首【好了歌】、其中一句……………
【世人都知神仙好、唯有功名忘不了；古今將相在何方？荒塚一堆草沒了！】
其實，有時心中的「負面情緒」也是一種「獨木舟」，我們不能一直揹著它，而成為一種「束縛」；
我們必須懂得
隨時丟棄一些「怨恨、嫉妒、暴怒」的獨木舟，
讓自己心中更歡欣、坦然、也輕鬆、快樂地吹著口哨向前行！
"快樂一天不快樂一天，你選那種日子過呢?"

12.08.09

2009-08-11T20:58:00.000-07:00

Oledi start class for 2 days.. everything is going fine.. juz year 3 the subject is getting harder. and gonna do Final Year Project. Luckily i had found my group members.
在选group member的时候就能看出朋友的意义了。。
明明是说好一组的结果呢，自己就找些很厉害的一组，把你踢出去。。
当朋友有难的时候就会尽力去帮忙，可是呢？当不需要你时就把你丢走。。另一个朋友也被人踢走。。这种感觉是不好的。。。很现实。。算了吧。。
有group members就好了。不需要介意那么多。。尽自己最大的能力就好了。。。
希望我能在这个学期更多经历主，让主做我的一切。。住在主里面。。

Holiday Finished__New Sem is started....

2009-08-09T18:45:00.000-07:00

One Month plus holiday finished.. A little bit miss my family... This time de holiday i did not spend much time wif my family as i need to work from 10am till evening and my parents them will go out at nite.. So not much time spend wif them.. I miss them so much so much...
Before i came back, there was a PC fair held in Sibu, so i gonna help my bro. This time de PC fair's result is not good at all.. No many come to the fair, maybe they scare of H1N1 and also haze in Sibu..
Miss my nephew and niece too... Haven paly with them before i come back to here... miss them too... haih.. :(

~~WAITING FOR ANOTHER HOLIDAY TO COME.. I WAN TO GO HOME...~~:P

3D...3D....

2009-05-26T20:03:00.000-07:00

3D again?? haih... why this subject so difficult de??? This coming Fri need to submit stage 3 with the animation and also the mapping... SO DIFFICULT@.@ I haven finish my mapping and also my modelling of this stupid hair dryer... so regret to choose to do the hair saloon... SO SO SO hard la... who can help me?? no one i doing 3Dwif me... cant discuss with frens also... they will only said dunno dunno... haih... Hard leh like this... i think i not need to sleep again this 2 nites.. but last few nites i slept so early and spent my time on FACEBOOK (FARMTOWN) for the whole last week... wow... GENG leh?? hahaha... this week start suffering lioa lo... haih... LAZY LAZY-- only can use this word to describe me... hope i can pass this sem.. PASS is ok de le... dun wan fail and dun wan to repeat next sem...

May the Lord be my wisdom....

PLS.. LORD JESUS, HELP ME IN MY ASSIGNMENT AND ALSO MY FINAL EXAM...

20 May 2009

2009-05-19T19:18:00.000-07:00

这几天,心情又开始很沉闷了....周围都没有一个能跟我分享喜怒哀乐的朋友... 真的很烦...就感觉是被人抛弃的..有需要时才会找我,没有需要我时就不会找我...真的很生气...!!!~~~~难道我就只有用处时才能有利用价值吗?我一个人就可以,别人一个人就需要我陪..这时什么世界? 是我小气吗还是什么?对这种生活真的很累了...到底这里有没有人是可以真正关心我的?除了我家人外,我觉得没有了...真的觉得在这里很寂寞,生活也很乏味..只是上课,回家,聚会...就没有了...就只是这样吗?

烦了...:( 真的是烦了....

好想回家...!!!

life in kch_lonely......

2009-03-25T18:45:00.000-07:00

Oledi back Kuching almost 2 months.. Time passed really fast.. Now, i dun like the life in Kch anymore. I hope i can graduate in time and leave here. Now, in Sister House i'm the eldest. Izzit because i'm the eldest and no one is willing to talk to me? i'm trying my best to talk to the new comers but they wont come and talk to me themselves. And everytime they will only answered me when i asked them questions. Very tired to have tis life. So lonely here.. i miss my family as well.. Yesterday my dad came kch and find me. afetr he left my house, i went back to my room and cried. i really miss them a lot a lot a lot. only them can gif me the love and care that i need. At here, no one can gif me..... At here, everyone will only need me when they need my help... if not need my help, no one will find me and whatever.... now, i'm juz trying to study hard... and graduate soon...

不舍.....

2009-02-21T07:59:00.000-08:00

不知不觉三个月就这样过了..又要回去过上课,做assignment的生活了..好讨厌好讨厌..
会很舍不得家人,朋友等等.....

这一次过去不懂几时还能回来...不知是半年后还是一年后...
在这短短的几个月很多都会变..有些人可能离开诗巫,没机会再遇见了...
我不想这样..我希望我下次回来还可以再看到他们...

还有一年半就毕业了..也不知道毕业了要做什么...
人生茫茫但我知道我要走什么路,我的主已经为我安排了..
我只需要向他祷告,他会为我安排的...

2009 1st sad accident in my life...

2009-01-15T18:15:00.000-08:00

今天我们亲爱的弟兄出殡了.. 在过程中大家都很难过尤其是他的家人..我在过程中就很受提醒,我们人的生命真的很短暂..我们需要把握每个今天..我们没有昨天也没有明天,我们只有今天....爱主乘现在.. 他也是我们很好的榜样,他很爱主,爱弟兄姐妹..虽然他过世了但他的灵仍然与我们同在..他已经得到了不能震动的国..他会一直在我们中间... 愿主得着他的家人...牧养他们的魂,供应他们每一方面的需要..主是信实的...主的意念高过人的意念,主的道路高过人的道路...主所做的每件事都是让人能够承受的... 让大家把悲伤化为力量吧...愿主与他们同在....多多为他们祷告吧!!!!

result published.....!!!

2009-01-15T08:16:00.000-08:00

Finally my result been published yesterday..

Praise the Lord!!!

I have passed all my subject...

Really thanks the Lord for listening my prayer...

Hope all my frens have a good result...

.....@

2009-01-15T08:10:00.000-08:00

Last few days something happened in my Shao Shao's family... This is really a big matter for them and also for our family... After this matter happened i realized tat we really dunno what will happen on us tomolo or even the next second.. We can laugh and talk wif our frens or our family in this moment but we really dunno can we still talk to them the next second... we really need to treasure what we have now and appreciate what the Lord have given to us... what we need in our life our Lord oledi set for us.. we need more or less only God knows.. We dunno our future our life and everything.. We need to gif ourself to our Lord and Love Him more and more each day.. i hope my shao shao's family will getting better after tomolo and may the Lord be their real Shepherd to shepherd them and care for them.. Hope they will turn to the Lord in every situation...

moody day

2008-11-12T17:08:00.000-08:00

today no mood at all.. since i wake up, i feel wanna cry.. At here, i'm just like transparent.. no one can see me in their eyes. they talked themselves, laugh themselves.. no one will care for me and no one will talk to me... sometimes everyone is together but i juz felt that i'm alone.. i dun like this feeling... i hate it... somethings had happened in our house 2 days ago.. one fren, A said that she dun like ppl to simply said her then she juz scolded another fren, B. but when another fren, C simply said her in front of other ppl, A will juz act like nth. and i recalled that she said that she dun like ppl simply said her but why she dun scolded C??? i really hate... everything is unfair, u know.. something that they can do but we cannot do.. when we do, they will not happy... they can sad, can cry, lastly got ppl will go and asked them wat had happened but for me, even though i cry, i not happy, sad but no one will care... juz like i'm a dead person.... i so miss my family... i wna to go home... at least at home got ppl will talk to me, play wif me... wont feel alone there...

FINAL EXAM

2008-11-09T20:10:00.000-08:00

Final exam i s around the corner.. i'm so nervous about it... i haven start doin my revision. Everytime wan to study, i'll feel sleepy but i can use my time and energy doin other things besides studying.. LAZY.... haha... I told myself i cant fail any subject this sem.. i need to pass all i cant resit or repeat any subject. may the Lord give me wisdom when i'm studying... and i need to be hardworking now.. cant lazy... NO MOVIE.. NO GAME anymore... CONCENTRATE in my study... So happy that got 3 months holiday after the exam... wah,.. can go back and see my parents and also my cute cute niece and nephew...

All my frens who are goin to sit for the exam...
JIA YOU oh.....
May the Lord be wif u all.... :)

This week life...

2008-10-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

Nothing special happen this few days.. only rush for my assignments.. Tiring..

This Tues my Marketing Research mid term result is out.. I fail for the test.. 4.4 out of 10... so poor... haih.. So scare about that subject.. Scare i'll fail for the final exam and need to repeat it for the next sem... I told myself i cant repeat any subject when i'm in degree.. I need to pass all the subject in every sem... I cant repeat coz it is too expensive for me to repeat one subject... SCARE SCARE.. Hope i can pass all the subject in this sem and for the whole degree program... may the Lord bless me... and gif me wisdom while i'm studying... hehehe....

Jia you oh, all my frens...

My MA work...

2008-10-15T20:16:00.001-07:00

This is my first assignment for Multimedia Application.... Please give some comments about them... hehehe....

一个人

2008-10-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

一个人的感觉真不好受。。。。住在这里虽然大家都像家里的亲人可是我这几个月下来我都觉得她们对我的好都是表面的。之前就跟某一个朋友很好。我有什么事我都会跟她说可是自从来了一个新的姐妹,一切都变了。。。。她不再找我了,也不会再单独跟我说话了。什么都不会了。。。。就算我有多么伤心也没有一个人会来关心。。。。难道在它们眼中只有别人才需要她们的关心吗? I really feel sad and lonely when they never want to talk to me or wat... Sometimes i'm so tired living at there... I'm also a human being.. I also need someone to come and care for me and talk to me even i dun talk to them first.. Dun gif me so much excuse that what i look so fierce and dun dare to talk to me.. I hate to listen to this excuse.. At here, i think i'm useful when they need my help if not they wont find me... :( Yesterday nite i slept alone in my room even though i have 4 roomates but they went to accompany another sister in her room. i knocked their door but they dun wan to open the door for me... Forget it.. That moment only one word can describe my feeling--- DISSAPOINTED.. I so miss my parents that moment.. At here no one will care for me... i want go home... GO HOME.....

Raya holiday~~BUSY DAYS

2008-10-05T20:55:00.000-07:00

China brothers

international meeting

a lot rite??

me and lean

nice food oh..

从二号到五号就开始忙了因为在这里我们的召会有个国际性的训练(特别给长老同工们)。我们所有的的人都很忙,我们没有一个是闲的。每个人都有自己的工作要做。这次的训练来自许多不同的国家,147个不同的地方共有1300多人。第一次有分与这么国际性的服事,虽然是很累但真的很喜乐有分与这次的服事。我这次就帮忙顾到来自中国的弟兄们。我们几个就要负责他们是否有全部都上了巴士(从酒店到会所,从会所回到酒店)。这些中国弟兄们都很爱主。虽然有很多的阻扰但他们仍然有颗爱主的心。不仅服事这班中国弟兄们,我还有分与饭食的服事(就是帮忙准备他们的午餐与晚餐虽然是乐天的人来煮) 。虽然是很累, 睡眠不足但是有赏赐的那就是基督自己还有基督的身体。最令我敬佩的就是一般爱主的弟兄姊妹们。他们为了要让弟兄们能享用好吃的食物就自己煮(从星期日早上三点多就开始煮了) 。我们要准备3000的饭盒给所有来聚会的圣徒们。这三天就这样过了。。。愿主祝福所有来参加的弟兄们还有每一个的召会。。。。。Because this few days, i'm busying wif my church things then i'm left behind for my assignment... A lot i haven do de... Hope i can handle it... Haih.. This week need to show finish my part for 3 assignments.... :( Anyway, GAMBATEH, Melia... MAy the Lord be my wisdoma and be wif me...

holiday almost finish

2008-09-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

One week mid term break is going to over.. Oledi back Sibu for 1 week le.. Sien.. Need to go back to Kch tomolo morning le... This time coming back din spend too much time wif my parents coz i'm not staying home as my house is rennovating so there is no room for me to sleep... This time going back the persons that i'll miss a lot are my parents.. Really will miss them a lot after i back to Kuching.. 今天已经开始舍不得他们了。。。。。还要等到年尾才能够再看到他们。。还有很久也。。回去古晋了之后又要开始读书的生活了。。回去了之后不能再玩了。要尽我的能力读好我的书做好我的assignment...有时真的靠我自己不能努力因为人的天性是懒惰的.. So i need to try my hard to study hard and get a good result for this sem... GAMBATEH....

back to my hometown

2008-09-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

As this week is our uni mid term break so i back to Sibu to spend my holiday.. Actually i do not wan to come back but because i know i at Kuching there also have a boring life so i decided to come back with my frens by using bus... Sst in the bus for about 7 hours... SO so so tiring but nvm lah coz i can back to my hometown to see my family.... Hehehehe... When i arrived home, my bro wifes brought me to cafe cafe to have my dinner... Both of my nephew and niece grow up oledi... and so kepoh now... Keep on talking talking.. Luckily they din forget me eventhough they din see me for 2 months.. only one week break... too short for me... hahaha... need to go back to study this fri le... nvm then.. i'm waiting for the longest holiday....

Jasper 1

Jasper 2

Jasper 3

Elynn 1

Elynn 2

Rushing my assignment

2008-09-18T01:55:00.001-07:00

Yesterday is my first time so rush in my assignment.. So tiring and so nervous.. Scare cant finish the assignment to show to our lecturer... So i need to work hard yesterday nite without any entertainment juz sitted in front the laptop and designing the photos. Do until 2am in the morning... Not very hardworking but is very lazy.. Lazy people will always do the work last minute... hahhaa... So better dun do ur thing last minutes...

Mooncake festival 2008

2008-09-18T01:55:00.000-07:00

This year de Moonckae Festival have been celebrated at Kuching with my sisters.. that nite we went to Carpenter Street and also Taman Sahabat....

tired Wednesday

2008-09-10T05:16:00.000-07:00

Wednesday wanna end already.. Today my labs started at 8.30am till 13.30pm.. So tired oh.. Keep on sitting on the same chair, looking at the same PC.. First 2 hours we are having UXD~~ User Experience Design lab, lecturer just let us do our own assignment.. So i spent 2 hours there to do my assignment, phase 1... But in that 2 hours, i still got curi-curi chatting wif frens and surfing the webs. Hahaha.. Tat 2 hours past so fast... Wah.. Need to continue the 3 hours lab le.. This lab is mainly learning on Photoshop. At first, i still can follow out lecturer but lastly maybe i'm too slow so i left behind... Tat time i'm so angry and think dun wan to follow anymore but if i dun follow i'll learn nothing after this lab so i tried to ask my frens to help me but they always let me wait there and din teach me.. Tat time i more angry and felt wanna cry.. Lastly, i try to calm down myself and follow the things that lecturer teach.. The lecturer is so good, he walked around and see whether we can follow his step or not... Then tat time i can asked him to teach me again... Finally the 3 hours past.. Time to go home lo... hehehe.... Go home and have a nice rest... Today is my turn to cook oh... Hehehee... Dun think that i dunno how to cook oh... Time pass so fast.. TOmolo need to hand in one assignment and next week got 2 need to hand in... Next week de haven finish de... Lord, I need You to be my wisdom...

my SAT life---Updated

2008-09-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

As i have mentioned in my previous blog that i have found my frens to help me to take the pics for me for the assignment... The place that i used to taken the pics is my church because there got one grand piano. That morning, around 8am plus, we went to our church. At first, i dunno how to take the pics and my frens keep on waiting there for me to instruct them what they goin to do. Tat time my brain is blur so my nice fren, Edward had teach me how am i goin to take the pics as he is so pro in taking the pics. Hahahah... For the first hour, we taken the pics inside the meeting hall which has a grand piano there... The second hour, we went to the garden there to take the pics. Unfortunately, it was raining.. But my frens still helping me to take the pics without blaming me... So nice... Actually i felt so sorry to them because need them to stay under the rain... SO sorry yo... hehehe.... Here are the pics that i have taken that morning:

Edward~~~

Michelle wif Edward~~~ Funny

Then in the afternoon, i need to take another group people de pics. Both of them are my housemates.. We also take the pics in our church. Besides that, we also went to the Spring there to take the pics... we use whole noon to take the pics.. tiring....

Jacinth & Michelle

Anyway... Thanks for helping me....

my 2nd year life

2008-09-04T20:32:00.000-07:00

The new sem oledi started for 4 weeks. At first still very free and can watch movie everyday.. the first 2 weeks are the most free to me coz the first week we only have lecture and no tutorial. Then the second week, we have no class coz our uni is moving to the new building. SO SO SO free... This new sem i found it is more tough to me coz year 2 oledi.. The time pass so fast.. I now oledi in Year 2.. heheh... Thanks the Lord for leading me the way.... And lead me pass through all the situations.. A lot of assignment for me to do this week.. Got one assignment due today.. And next week next week also got assignment due... Hope i can handle them all.... And finally i have found my frens to help me take photos for my Multimedia assignment. Dunno he can make it to tomolo noon or not coz in the morning i cant do it, but i have told him that the other day tat we will take the pics in Sat morning but suddenly i remember that there is a wedding meeting at our church so cant take pics at tat time, so i msg him and ask him to change his working time again.. So paiseh oh.. Keep on asking him change his working time with his collegues. Hope he can make it and help me if not i'll die coz i need to show my pics tat i take to my lecturer. Hope everything is fine tomolo... And i need to rely more to the Lord, i know He sure will lead me pass through all the problems.... hehehe.... Muz be more hardworkiing liao coz the most busiest time is coming liao... ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT.... JIA YOU oh to all my frens.... God bless you all.....