Friday, October 10, 2008

一个人

一个人的感觉真不好受。。。。住在这里虽然大家都像家里的亲人可是我这几个月下来我都觉得她们对我的好都是表面的。之前就跟某一个朋友很好。我有什么事我都会跟她说可是自从来了一个新的姐妹,一切都变了。。。。她不再找我了,也不会再单独跟我说话了。什么都不会了。。。。就算我有多么伤心也没有一个人会来关心。。。。难道在它们眼中只有别人才需要她们的关心吗? I really feel sad and lonely when they never want to talk to me or wat... Sometimes i'm so tired living at there... I'm also a human being.. I also need someone to come and care for me and talk to me even i dun talk to them first.. Dun gif me so much excuse that what i look so fierce and dun dare to talk to me.. I hate to listen to this excuse.. At here, i think i'm useful when they need my help if not they wont find me... :( Yesterday nite i slept alone in my room even though i have 4 roomates but they went to accompany another sister in her room. i knocked their door but they dun wan to open the door for me... Forget it.. That moment only one word can describe my feeling--- DISSAPOINTED.. I so miss my parents that moment.. At here no one will care for me... i want go home... GO HOME.....

1 comment:

Dolly^0^ said...

dun give up! did u received my email?
so swt..actually jz wan 2 tell u..
protect urself and dun b so sad bcz of minor thing..bcz there is a lot more thing in tis world..which we hav nt discover..so..Jia You la:) try 2 open ur heart and talk to the other b4 they do so ya:P
n the most important one is..I'm nt fake one..haha:P