moody day

today no mood at all.. since i wake up, i feel wanna cry.. At here, i'm just like transparent.. no one can see me in their eyes. they talked themselves, laugh themselves.. no one will care for me and no one will talk to me... sometimes everyone is together but i juz felt that i'm alone.. i dun like this feeling... i hate it... somethings had happened in our house 2 days ago.. one fren, A said that she dun like ppl to simply said her then she juz scolded another fren, B. but when another fren, C simply said her in front of other ppl, A will juz act like nth. and i recalled that she said that she dun like ppl simply said her but why she dun scolded C??? i really hate... everything is unfair, u know.. something that they can do but we cannot do.. when we do, they will not happy... they can sad, can cry, lastly got ppl will go and asked them wat had happened but for me, even though i cry, i not happy, sad but no one will care... juz like i'm a dead person.... i so miss my family... i wna to go home... at least at home got ppl will talk to me, play wif me... wont feel alone there...